Friday, June 9, 2017

Disguised love

You asked -Will you miss me ?
“Missing you “ is a very small word for the things I’ve started feeling for you or because of you.

And now I am afraid of myself as loving someone makes the person  compelled ,helpless and enslaved-The three things which I’ve always hate but somehow you have still managed to become the circle around which my life has started revolving.

You ask me what I like about you ?
How should I tell you that there is nothing which I don’t like about you.
The way you have encircled my time,
Your deep talking eyes which are stuck over my existence.  
The care which I’ve always longed for.
Your ready to stake life for me attitude and what not which does not make me melt in front of you.

But I am never going to say all these things to you .

I will always laugh at all the promises you make and would take all your words as joke and it may make you think I am stubborn stone as marble but I can’t become a wall of sand in front of you. I am afraid of breaking down.

Sunday, March 15, 2015

A start to a new life - but strings attached

I have just recently moved out of my parent's home for the first time at a relatively late age. I've moved into a flatshare situation with a friend who I've known on-and-off for a few years. It all happened quite quickly to be honest. I'd been thinking about moving out for a while, but despite offers from other friends I was always a bit too scared to leave the nest. However, I decided to throw myself into the latest offer and now, about a month later, I'm now in my own flat. Trouble is, I now am having these horrible feelings that I've bitten off more than I can chew.

For starters I've moved into the city, whereas before I lived out in the suburbs. I thought that moving to the city would get me out of the house more, which I thought was the problem I was having by still being at home: I was just hanging about my bedroom a lot and not living life. However, I find it all quite intimidating and not least bit exciting. It's all quite a harsh environment. Also there was never any real concrete reason for me wanting to move, besides a vague feeling that I should because of my age. I suppose I thought it'd give me some more independence, but I pretty much had that living at home. If I wanted to learn to cook and clean more, I could have just done it at home.

I'll also admit that I miss my family quite a bit already. I keep popping by the house every so often to collect belongings, and everytime I go there I don't want to leave. I'm already having these feelings of wanting to just abort everything and move back, and just pay the rent on my flat for the lease I've signed so I don't leave my friend in the lurch. But let's face it: that's really not an option. I'd be mortally embarassed to do such a thing, especially at my age. So instead I've resigned myself to sticking it out, at least until the lease is up. However, this is giving me a horrible "trapped" feeling and I'm scared how I'm going to cope. Sometimes when I think about the situation I feel quite positive, but the reality strikes me when I come back to the flat and the feelings of dread come back. I just feel so far away from everything I used to have. I was quite close to my family, and lot of my life was part of the small town I lived in. I feel I've lost all that, and for what?

Is it natural to have these feelings? Do they fade overtime or am I too much into living at "home" that I'll never break away from it? I sometimes wish I'd moved out, but not so far away - like maybe rented a small flat in the same town. I've got a car and it's not much to drive back home, but even then I still feel so far away and isolated.
Leaving the nest, whenever you do it, takes some adjusting for some people. What are the reasons for such strong attachments to home?

I know for me, mine were a very strong closeness with my family. It was hard for me to leave them from an emotional standpoint, because I was afraid we wouldn't be as close anymore in the same way. When I realized that we are, and that it actually strengthened our relationship in many ways (made our time together count, versus taking it for granted and sometimes wasting it), I stopped feeling so homesick.
But for a long while, every time I went home, I felt like you do...not wanting to leave, wishing I were still there. Many people don't identify with this, but they don't have the same relationship with their families that I do. So no matter were you go strings are always attached, even though we move back to our family the attachment which we have in our new life will also be so strong that we cannot get easily detached from it. Every home has its own story to tell.

P.S - This is a fictional post

Wednesday, December 3, 2014


On the road ,it is not the question of whose mistake,but the question of whose life.
If you want to be alive you have to make the adjustments .

 Blaming makes no sense on the road

So its just not one the person who is driving has to take care but  the one who is walking also has to share the equal part of responsibility as its a team work and everybody should take their own part in sharing this responsibility.

Why It is always the driver who gets blame for the accidents but I have seen so many incidents in my life where the persons walking on the road were on the wrong track and the one who is driving was only trying to prevent the accident. 
Think logically guys the driver will also need some time to stop the car but it is the typical mentality I've observed that its mostly the driver's msitake .

Now a days the worst habit I see in many people is that they walk with the headphones.I mean like why ??? 
 Ofcourse once you wear the headphone on the road even the person trying to give you signal through his/her car or bike horn you wont be able to hear.

Poorly maintained vehicles, rash driving, queer laws and scant respect for traffic rules also trigger accidents.

Traffic rules are way being taken for granted. Yeah I know our generation believes in saying that "rules are meant to break" but any thing is not more than a life, Right?. While driving on the road its just not your life but also the life of those  people who are walking or driving in your way.
How could we become so careless when the there is a question of so many lives.

Some of the solutions we should take way too seriously are ,

WEAR YOUR SEAT BELTS - If you don't wear , loss is yours and your family,atleast think about them.

DON'T ANSWER CALLS WHILE DRIVING - This is the worst habit  anybody can practise,please guys grow up. Your busy schedule don't have right to put anybody's or even your own life in danger- Got it ?
DON'T DRINK BEFORE  DRIVING - I mean like how many times everyone have to tell ? Are we nursery babies who are to spoonfeed for each and every thing.
OBEY ROAD SIGNS  - obeying is something not meant for you but at least if you follow others can walk and drive safely ,so please do it :) 
MAINTAIN YOUR VEHICLE - Please spend some of your hard earned money in servicing your car or bike - I mean your stinginess can cost you your life ,so please service your vehicle regularly.
Not following the above has always land some one or other in trouble
So don't blame but take the responsibility and be responsible.

So here ,
The Nissan Motor Co., Ltd., conducts the Nissan Safety Driving Forum (NSDF) in India as part of its safety driving promotion activities.
Under its Blue Citizenship CSR umbrella, NSDF by Nissan works to build awareness of safe driving in India. NSDF encourages drivers and passengers to wear seatbelts, and participants learn through interactive activities the importance of wearing seatbelts.Nissan seeks to support reducing fatalities and injuries caused by traffic accidents, and NSDF represents the company's commitment in contributing to young, vibrant and mobile India. 


Vinisha shah :)


Wednesday, November 19, 2014


Love - A beautiful feeling - Its so wonderful to be in a relationship with someone.
That secure feeling that someone will be always there in your ups and downs.
That beautiful feeling of someone being by your side at your worst and best time.
The one with whom you are going to spend your whole lifetime.
Being a girl it matters to me the most that my partner should be the one who can stand by me whenever I need him.

The story of samaira and saras is something which has changed my whole perspective on seeing the relationships.
Samira a 23years old happy go lucky girl and on this side saras a 35 year old ,business tycoon -very charismatic at the same time a man of principles and discipline.
Apart from their substantial age and thinking differences they fell for each other and got married.
After some years of their marriage they  started losing that chemistry which used to be between them.
samaira here who was busy looking after the children and this side saras was busy in his business they almost had forgotten the love that used to be between them.
It is one day when samaira fell ill and saras left everything for her and took care of her, it is them when both realized that how much they both matter to each other and how after so many years of marriage they started taking each other for granted, It is then they promised that everything will be placed after their love and they will never let anybody to come between them.
So with this I can come up to this conclusion that
On the road ,it is not the question of whose mistake,but the question of whose life.
If you want to be alive you have to make the adjustments . Blaming makes no sense on the road.
As it is with road , so it is with our relationships. It is not the question of whose mistake,but the question of whose life.When your relationship gets disturb ,it disturbs your happiness. Without happiness what is life?
so even with relationships blaming makes no sense.The quality of a painting is the painter's responsibility. The quality of statue is the sculptor's responsibility, similarly the quality of your relationships is your responsibility and yours alone. In the road of life, in dealing with traffic called relationships ,it is not the question of whose mistake, but the question of whose life? Instead of expecting the world to change towards you ,change your approach towards the world . life thrives on relationships. Get your relationships right and you will get your life right. 
Just look at this beautiful video if nimrat and parambrata and see how they bring back their lost touch 
                                                                     JUST GO TO THIS LINK OF PARACHUTE

Thursday, November 6, 2014

Our Love :)

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We have to fill warmth in our world, till now which was cauldrife,
You will be my man and ill be the wife.

Our love will deepen day after day,
And the bonding will grow as our hair turns grey. 

We may have many difference of opinions and fights,
But promise me nothing but love, will be placed on heights.

We may sometimes get annoyed and may not speak,
But our love and care for each other will play the trick.

Sometimes we will be harsh and hurt each others feelings,
But assure me that at the end of the day,
we'll have each other shoulders for dealings.

Promise me no matter what, Towards me you'll never become cold,
And our love and passion should gradually increase as we'll turn old.

Vinisha shah :)

Wednesday, November 5, 2014



The one with those expressive and intense eyes,
I have tried to find him on this earth and skies.

The one who knows how to make me smile and cheers
When I am burdened with the pile of tears.

The one who can handle me at my worst,
Yes in his heart will lie all my faith and trust :)

The one who knows to stop me when I am wrong,
And he will be my life's forever happy song.

The one for whom I will give away my sleep,
He should also be the one who can love me that deep.

The one who will try his best to protect me from life's odds,
He will also be the one whom ill love and love him loads.


Monday, October 20, 2014

He said :)


Hold my hand and walk with me, why are you afraid?

Love and time have their own healing powers as it is always said.

Come along and ill confine all your fears in my heart,
Give me your dreams and ill make it an art.

Don’t stop even if the past haunts you to the core,
I am with you and your loneliness are not lonely anymore.

Smile, my tomorrows are beautiful only because of it,
And together, yes together we have our future to knit.

Vinisha shah :)

Sunday, October 19, 2014


A child makes a family complete – children are the universe of their parents.
Our life revolves around our children.
we try to save them from all the things which can hurt them.
We can never see our children in pain and when they fall ill our world halts there. Especially rainy season we have to take care of them much as their immunity level drops and they are more prone get diseases like fever, cold, etc
So as it is said prevention is better than cure – and ayurveda is best at it –natural and with no side effects it has a treasure of homemade remedies which our grandma’s used to tell us (dadi ma ke nuskhe) remember.
But in this busy world we don’t have time to spend time on collecting ingredients and making remedies and giving it to our children
Dabur a well known brand in providing best ayurvedic remedies in this modern busy world
Now what should we do to give immunity to save our children from the attack of various viruses and bacteria ,chywanprash a blend of many herbs and spices  which is proven to give immunity at its best this season .
So if our children are happy we are happy too. Besure with dabur chywanprash daily  and  relax. Our children are in the safe hands.
I used to remember how my mom used to run behind me with that white and red packing of dabur chyawanprash although it used to taste good but didn't like that little spicy taste but as it is said ayurvedic things will taste little bad but it has so many advantages with no side effects.
We can not  keep a watch on our children for whole day as somewhere they are attacked by bacteria or viruses but if we have given them the dose of immunity as one spoon full of dabur chywanprash we can be free and relax as dabur chyawanprash will do its work.
Because if we resist children from playing or anything our children will become rebellious and that would be unfair too .
So unnecessarily being too strict on what they are eating and where they are going just give them their spoon of health daily in the morning with a glass of milk and let them be free as you know we live 2014 and restricting our children will be very unfair on their child hood –so let your children enjoy and you relax.
It has more 40 herbs and dabur is a very trusted brand  from past so many years ,on which you can blindly trust and I am sure you wont be regretting it ,so be sure and let your child enjoy their child hood.
For more details visit dabur website where you can know more about it.



Diwali a time to forget all the differences, grudges and come together in festive spirit.
You know what, we Indians are very lucky to have so many festivals one after another an each and every one of the festival giving an opportunity to come together.
Diwali is one of the festivals among it - Bringing families closer, since forever.
Now the question is do we actually make an effort to join our families in diwali?
How easily we say na that ma – paa this diwali I can’t home, have so many commitments –my leave has not been sanctioned, my boss has not signed my leave application etc stuff
But do we are actually making an effort?
Because if we were, we would have definitely joined our families during this time.  
Just watch this beautiful ,nostalgic video from pepsico and try to make an effort 
This is the time when our family needs us the most because festivals are not celebrated alone.
You know what, may be you are some body’s son or daughter –husband or wife –father or mother and if you are away from your home due to the circumstances make an effort to rejoin them as no circumstance is bigger or important than a loving family. Ultimately they are one who is going to be with you not your circumstances or your work.
I still remember being an Gujarati- My mom used to make ghughra (a sweet filled with khoya and dry fruits) chorafari, papad puri, fafda (Type of snacks of course pronounced as snakes)
And it was rule that these delicacies are prepared only during diwali.
They all taste just so good only when mom makes it no matter how much effort I take to make them, I don’t like its taste. They say an maa ke haath ka khaana –maa ke haath ka khaana hota hai :)
Not only food ,decorating home with colourful kandils and lightning lamps etc was also a part and parcel of this festival.Belonging to a jain family we were not supposed to burst crackers but making rangoli ,lightning lamps near door decorating home with small led lights was so much fun.
Don't we miss all those days during this time. Home was filled laughter ,jokes of cousins,uncle and aunties.
Those some nosy aunties saying aare beta kitne bade hogaye ? kanusa course kar rahe ho stuff.
It used to be so irritating but those were the moments we are missing now,right?
so much fun it used to be. so diwali is the time were we have to be with our family because when we needed them they were with us. so now its our duty to fullfill our parent's needs.They used to be there whenever we need them till now they are connected with us through phones and internet but still that personal touch somewhere lacks.Our parents will not tell us, we have to take an effort to read their mind voice and atleast visit them once or twice a year.So they will also have sense of security that our children are there to take of us and we are just one call away from them.
So this diwali make an effort to reach home and bring smiles :) :)


Tuesday, April 15, 2014


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My life,my world,my reason to live -yes all my long awaitings are for you.
In all my prayers its only you.  
My habit ,my worship- my existence is because of you.
I don't know how long I have to wait seeing your way.
And now I am longing for you all night and day.
As the time passed with nearby church bell rings and rolls
These memories played some conspiracy and made us one from two wandering souls.
My breathe teases me taking your name-yes the one from which i used to run.
And mischievously our story has started taking a beautiful turn.
You entered in my life like calmness in the heart,
And now i am sure that no one can break us apart.
In the lane of love we have started walking with each other.
like birds with the same feather flock together.
In my wide eyes the dreams which are prevailing are of you
Yes i am living because of you, Just you.
                                                   Vinisha shah  :)