YOU

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My life,my world,my reason to live -yes all my long awaitings are for you.
In all my prayers its only you.  
My habit ,my worship- my existence is because of you.
I don't know how long I have to wait seeing your way.
And now I am longing for you all night and day.
As the time passed with nearby church bell rings and rolls
These memories played some conspiracy and made us one from two wandering souls.
My breathe teases me taking your name-yes the one from which i used to run.
And mischievously our story has started taking a beautiful turn.
You entered in my life like calmness in the heart,
And now i am sure that no one can break us apart.
In the lane of love we have started walking with each other.
like birds with the same feather flock together.
In my wide eyes the dreams which are prevailing are of you
Yes i am living because of you, Just you.
                                                        
                                                   Vinisha shah  :)

Back after 10 months :D :D

Heya ,All the beautiful people ,Its been almost 10 months that I haven't even saw my blog.

So many things have changed ,infact I have changed.I'll tell You all but need little time ,many ups and downs ,but still managed to move on,forget all and smile :) :)

So got little time now as I just settled down a inch in my new work place , got accepted my colleagues and made many friends ,and now I am at my comfort zone here :P So guyzz in this 10 months ,got a new job ,got a degree ,yeah now I am an graduate :P ;) Allthough my job and study has no relavance at all. :P But still life is great.loving my job ,very hectic & challenging.Yeah so now i have decided to put my little concentration on my blog too .... I know you people would have missed me and my blogposts alot (self obsessism , you know :P) ,so guyz wrapping up for a day ,cya in evening or may be tomorrow. At the end love you all :) :)

How should I say ?

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 Her feelings......

How should I say what I am feeling for you  ?
I don't know how to put my emotions in words.
It has become impossible to count the waves of my dreams,
Which have come alive because of you.
Come here and listen what my silence is whispering,
Because this feeling in my heart will take longer than a life, to come out in words
How should I say?
I don't know what feelings are that ,which are always present in my heart,
but are frightened to come out in words.
I want to say every this and that to you,
But when I confront you ,I forget everything
This is some thing a heart says and heart hears:)
How should I say?

And he said......

When there are dreams ,feelings and silence.,
Then there is nothing to say & hear
We are near each other and that's enough :) :)

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I know ,life is a little screwed up.,
Falling for you was my bad luck.

But you thought -for you ,I'll cry my whole life ?
No Dear! that's completely something not my tribe.

I am not someone who is gonna wait for you after all your mistakes.,
Sorry dear! trust takes year to build but needs few seconds to break.

And for sure I won't take revenge or plot anything against you.,
But I'll make sure that you regret breaking my faith, Trust me, one day you'll do!

You said :)

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You said you'll walk every path of our life,looking in my eye :)

You said you'll always be there for me, like my sky.

   Together our life has seen many sun's and shades,
   And you promised to be with me, whenever I feel pale. :)

  When you were mine ,there were no fears :)
  And I know you will never let me make my relation with tears :)

  Your love thought me to live being selfless :)
  And I never knew when you became my best strength and my worst weakness :)

 To share all my life,my heart has always wished for someone of my own :)
 And see fate has found me your shoulder were I can lay my head down :)

Seasons of life

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Some dreams ,some fears ,some regrets and some tears.
Moving ahead in this sweet and bitter life ,
With a hint of spice and some salt,
There are days when you just want everything to halt.
Sometimes there are bright & warm sunny days,
And sometimes there are cold & gloomy winds to face.
To our surprise suddenly sometime there is a rain of love,
But when it ends all we are left doing is reprove.
And certainly again there comes the cold,
And your life starts to take another fold.
With teary eyes,loneliness and regrets,why we forget the simple told
That there is a big bright smile after every pain,
And after every Autumn there are cheerful lovely rains :) :)  

This is how he should be ;)

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The one with that breath taking smile,
Yes, the one for whom I can walk any number of miles.

The one whose goodness will touch my soul,
The one with the personality which I can adore.:) 

The one for whom ill give away my last name,
Should be the one who knows that love is not a game.

Yes he should be the one with a golden heart,
Whose kindness will make him from crowd,apart.

I've always wished for someone who leads his life with some principle,
Yes the one with the above qualities can fit into my "perfect guy example".

Lastly he should be some one on whom I can proudly proud,
Yes he will be my dream guy on white horse ,without any doubt :) :)
                                                          
                                                         

The day you met :) :)

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To me you were something like a dream come true :)
You walked in my life silently and you stayed too :)
Your feeling was like wearing a warm hoodie ,
In cold,breathe taking december winds of my life.
I fell for you the moment, your goodness touched my soul.
And now i can proudly say that,
Yes you are the one,the only one I was longing for.
You made your place in my life,with out my permission 
And now I came to know why it is said,
that love need no reasons :)
I can sum up this by saying that 
I was a flowing river ,with no boundries 
And then the day when you said, -You do : )
I found my shore in you :) :)

 

A musing :)

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Moving the darkness like kohl ,from the pillows of snowy white mountains a sun raised its head and saw that on the hills of someones heart there is a season of  love.

On the stems of the memories there are innumerable flowers of past which has started giving out its mesmerising fragrance.

Some unsaid and unheard wish which is still partly in sleep has started rubbing its eyes and it sees that flowing like a river, life is new in its every wave.

Remembering that some one once said that on the lap of life there is never ending love and there is also a long wait for someone too.


And it waves off by the silent feeling that on barren land of someones heart soon there is gonna be a rain of love. :) :)  

SOME REGRETS.........

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We met ,we fell for each other and we fall apart too.You became my dream and that dream which I saw with open eyes. But now all we have is a miles of space in between us.Still there are some unknown threads which are tying me to you ,still I see the dreams of both you & me to be together. I don't know how should I tell you about those feelings which are still alive some where in my heart,but please don't get me wrong,for your sake I've tried and I've tried hard to completely let you free.But still there is something which binds you and me.May be my eyes can explain what my heart feels because I am unable to find words to explain it . I don't know was it your talks ,your smile or your first touch which made me fall for you or it all happened after you left -please don't ask me I have no idea about it. I know that you tried and tried your best but may be it was my insecurities which didn't let me speak my heart and I still regret that why I didn't said what I felt for you - Why I didn't said yes,even i feel the same for you.